a letter that i wrote in 2016.
So today i saw mcr just posted a video about 9/23/16 on my facebook home page. I don't really know what does it mean on 9/23/16, perhaps they're back and reunion? Or just 10th anniversary of the black parade? I wish nothing but the best for my chemical romance. This reminds me of when i was kid, i love this band so much. I remember that moment when i didn't have much money to bought their album so my only hope is watching mtv all the time just to waiting for their music video. mtv has changed my life. Until one day they just released a new album and i asked my mom to buy their album and my mom said "i don't have money to buy that album, you have to pray so i can give you the album" so yeah i pray to god every single time. Until one day a miracle happened. My mom gave me the black parade cassette and i can't stop smiling. I always brought their cassette on my bag to school, to my grandma's house and listened on my walkman (did you remember walkman?!) I played their music like crazy everyday until that cassette got tangled. In 2008 i heard that they will come to indonesia and i'm hopeless because i know i won't come. I didn't have money and in that age my parents didn't allow me to go to the concert. So yeah i'm just heard my friend's story who came to their concert. In that day, i promise to myself that i'll come to their concert if they come back to indonesia with my own money but it never happened because in 2013 the band announced its...breakup. I grew up with this band like crazy so i feel like....really sad. I just want to you guys know how happy i am after i'm watching the video because i miss you guys so much. Anyway this artwork is dedicated to the black parade album, how i love this art so much. The black parade was such a masterpiece. I'll wait what will happen on 23 september 2016 so long and goodnight. Oh dead. I'm not okay. The end.
and we all know that 23 september was not an announcement of their reunion. my chemical romance wouldn't have reunion. ever.
a weeks ago i just nostalgic 2000’s songs include mcr's and it always give me goosebumps and get emotional. I wanna thank to all the musicians and also mtv in 2000’s because y’all always there for me when i had no friends and had an unpleasant experience at elementary school. Everyone has their own ‘escape’ from reality. I mean, in a good way. Instead of judging what they’re like, what they’re doing to make them happy, you better fuck off. We never know behind all of this, they’re struggling to survive from an unpleasant experience in life.
now i'm 22 years old, and it's been 14 years ago since the first time i love mcr.
and once again, i wanna say thank you,
my chemical romance.
